The Film Noir Experience

Sometimes, I think you can feel bad news coming. Like, its just over the horizon and it casts a shadow and although you can't really see it, you know its there.

I have been joking for awhile now that I'm waiting for a rejection letter. The good thing about joking is that you get the opportunity to consider things that are too scary or too sad or just absolutely inappropriate and that it wouldn't do to consider in a serious fashion.

So, I didn't get the scholarship at Cardiff for which I applied. Since that's the only thing I've interviewed for this summer, I'm pretty sure that means that I'm not actually up for anything else. So, now I'm back to the beginning, applying for grad schools all over again.